I dont even know what to feel. I cant eat because im sick to my stomach. I am so fustrated I have never loss anyone this close to me. I am unstable. And all I needed was you to tell me everything was going to be okay. All I wanted was my bestfriend by my side. Even if you didnt like the guy who just pasted away… He was in my life and I am deeply hurt. You could of at least comfort me, because its not about your thoughts on this person im your friend and I am hurt. A GOD DAMN HUG would have been better than you ignoring everything like it never happened. Am I anything to you? Do you not care about me? Because I am so broken and in complete. &I dont know if ill ever be okay. I guess I am disapointed in myself for thinking anyone actually cared.